Rain,mist and depression !

Living in this part of world where we experience bright sun most of the time then "NO SUN" day makes special day ...it feels good at the beginning but starting to get unwelcome pretty soon..

Personally i feel connected to it. Low misty weather tones down my depression, or i can say it understands it...

I tend to go into thinking mode in such weather condition... it may sound weird however it’s true at least for me.

The hanging clouds shed my burden off, chilling breeze rips sadness apart, and occasional drizzle appeases my tears. I feel like putting my running shoes and just going out and run! Feel the cold and breathe some air out....

Last time when it happened during the rainy season i decided to go next level of my work. Today when it happened again i am doing the same...my little steps towards my goal loves this weather...

I know people out here are just praying bright and shiny sun! Well i don't have any wish for the weather however i do wish to keep my mental vortex in similar condition...

Exactly one month after

Have I been so busy??? one complete month and i could not get time to write ...
hmmm been busy.... it seems so... but this month has been quite happening... if not happening
read two books ..met one author (Jeffrey archer :-) ) .. had 2 dinners....
rundown of movies on HBO & star movies...
wow......................

Almost missed it...

life is not something we only follow to live we lead it .....most of the time let it flow & go
I am lazy ..i usually give it up and then say ...oohhh i could not.... well this attitude dips me deep into thought process...which again come and hunt me...i get slain ed ...ripped apart .. & what not...
ultimately find myself sleeping and ducking all....

Any ways.. after giving up to my self i decided to practic it in what ever mood & time ...
i felt it has not left ..all i was worried of..but yes it did drive me ..i felt it but ....i almost missed it...

I spoiled it all...

My attempt to get tired to get sound sleep is absolutely spoiling my Reiki practice schedule.Yesterday as well after doing what not ,cooking etc i sat around 11pm. as soon as i close my eyes my devil brain starts questioning,speculating whats new it is going to teach me. Almost all the time i end up predicting steps & helping nothing but hampering the energy flow :-(
The reason behind me keeping circumspect all the time & try to dominate at times against energy because deep down i fear what if i let go completely will i be able to return back to normal controlled sense.

Please God guide me through & Bless all......

OM.................

Yesterday i sat to practice Reiki & was quite determined to perform all the steps.But as i closed my eyes i was excited to know where it is going to drive me today.
Yes it took me usual left/right/downwards movements. It took me to Dhayan position then i started moving down towards right hand , i touched my right hand palm then started moving towards left again touched the left hand palm then returned to normal Dhayan position.I repeated this step 2-3 times.

I felt as if i want to enchant Gayatri mantra & then i found myself enchanting Om...as i was enchanting Om I felt it is moving inside my body from stomach to head .I enchanted 3-4 times.

Every time i sit and close my eyes i always had incredible experience.....


Good Bless All...

Heels Over Head

I completely surrender as i close my eyes. I like to be driven by energy....
the other Day it made me do various steps of Yoga & i asked i will truly believe if i will be on my head, it was kinda challenge coz i know i cant even lift my both legs togather more than 30Degree angle ..Good Lord!! I found my body moving up... I knew i wont be able to do it ..but much to my surprise with same easy it started going,,, ,,,yes it did stop a bit but soon i realized both my legs are up and they are quite relaxed contrary to the initial stiffness..and yes it was moving to prove me wrong and ..i started to move to stand on my head then i got frighten if it would break my neck coz of wait and stopped it..... yes i give it up to you..The Universal Life Force Energy :-)

GoodBless all....

Reports!!!!!!!!

Two days to go for month end ..Quarter end...Financial Year End.....its Report time for everybody.
I think only Military is the place where Reporting structure is taken care with high spirits (an Outsider's View :-P) but in Corporate Report & Reporting structure SUCKS!! and we end up SULKING

There is no harm in reporting above all we get paid for work we do.so we basically don't shy away form reporting in general as long as it is kept simple and practical BUT top management people always ride in high cloud & they love things as complex as possible :-)

hmm been busy... to be continue