Exactly one month after

Have I been so busy??? one complete month and i could not get time to write ...
hmmm been busy.... it seems so... but this month has been quite happening... if not happening
read two books ..met one author (Jeffrey archer :-) ) .. had 2 dinners....
rundown of movies on HBO & star movies...
wow......................

Almost missed it...

life is not something we only follow to live we lead it .....most of the time let it flow & go
I am lazy ..i usually give it up and then say ...oohhh i could not.... well this attitude dips me deep into thought process...which again come and hunt me...i get slain ed ...ripped apart .. & what not...
ultimately find myself sleeping and ducking all....

Any ways.. after giving up to my self i decided to practic it in what ever mood & time ...
i felt it has not left ..all i was worried of..but yes it did drive me ..i felt it but ....i almost missed it...

I spoiled it all...

My attempt to get tired to get sound sleep is absolutely spoiling my Reiki practice schedule.Yesterday as well after doing what not ,cooking etc i sat around 11pm. as soon as i close my eyes my devil brain starts questioning,speculating whats new it is going to teach me. Almost all the time i end up predicting steps & helping nothing but hampering the energy flow :-(
The reason behind me keeping circumspect all the time & try to dominate at times against energy because deep down i fear what if i let go completely will i be able to return back to normal controlled sense.

Please God guide me through & Bless all......

OM.................

Yesterday i sat to practice Reiki & was quite determined to perform all the steps.But as i closed my eyes i was excited to know where it is going to drive me today.
Yes it took me usual left/right/downwards movements. It took me to Dhayan position then i started moving down towards right hand , i touched my right hand palm then started moving towards left again touched the left hand palm then returned to normal Dhayan position.I repeated this step 2-3 times.

I felt as if i want to enchant Gayatri mantra & then i found myself enchanting Om...as i was enchanting Om I felt it is moving inside my body from stomach to head .I enchanted 3-4 times.

Every time i sit and close my eyes i always had incredible experience.....


Good Bless All...

Heels Over Head

I completely surrender as i close my eyes. I like to be driven by energy....
the other Day it made me do various steps of Yoga & i asked i will truly believe if i will be on my head, it was kinda challenge coz i know i cant even lift my both legs togather more than 30Degree angle ..Good Lord!! I found my body moving up... I knew i wont be able to do it ..but much to my surprise with same easy it started going,,, ,,,yes it did stop a bit but soon i realized both my legs are up and they are quite relaxed contrary to the initial stiffness..and yes it was moving to prove me wrong and ..i started to move to stand on my head then i got frighten if it would break my neck coz of wait and stopped it..... yes i give it up to you..The Universal Life Force Energy :-)

GoodBless all....

Reports!!!!!!!!

Two days to go for month end ..Quarter end...Financial Year End.....its Report time for everybody.
I think only Military is the place where Reporting structure is taken care with high spirits (an Outsider's View :-P) but in Corporate Report & Reporting structure SUCKS!! and we end up SULKING

There is no harm in reporting above all we get paid for work we do.so we basically don't shy away form reporting in general as long as it is kept simple and practical BUT top management people always ride in high cloud & they love things as complex as possible :-)

hmm been busy... to be continue

Loosing all with anger!!!!

my policy has always been peacefully "IGNORE" as far as possible.
this has helped me survive in many difficult situations but hammered me back also.
I have been wondering why despite of my let go attitude people turn offensive and then i get loose &&&#@$&*@#$@#$ people actually get to know other side of me which is not that ignorant.

Very recently i had encountered very similar situation (NOT)Again..though other party did immediately realize what i am but that stirred me "why Again & Again"

In general people accept two conditions "either dominate " or "get ready to be dominated"
if you try to act unbiased and equal , you should be ready for surprise .
you will be taken for ride (very bouncy unpleasant ride).

i asked myself "so my IGNORE attitude was wrong & i was at fault for every thing happened"

Well i believe i have learned the lesson need to follow "ChanakyaNiti"--->>>>"tit for tat"---->> :-) .I believe will definitely preserve my " No Harm-IGNORE" nature BUT Now i am Game.......

How to Pass Time

We are not used to working on Saturday but thanks to recession & bad business conditions we are here in office on Saturday . Management thinks that if people come and work on weekend it will add good to business but where are people to do business on weekend??? then management Encourages (Forces) do productive work like training , market research learn and share.
well nobody feels motivated to do all these things when weekdays are so discouraging.

we all try to do some work but nothing happened. and we sat in front of computer screen counting clock to hit 6 pm. its not that we are running away of work but there is no work . if there would have been work wouldn't have complained but making people sit and ask them to dig well in desert is not good policy.


Such hard times management should also have faith and trust its employees. harassing them like these wont do any good but to increase frustration and mistrust.

well finally we managed to pass unproductive day prayed god to give us some work on working Saturday.....

It listens....

As i don't get sleep very easily so i have started making myself so tired that as i hit bed i should get sleep like child.yesterday with my flatmates i walked to Punjabhi Dhaba had heavy Parathas and walked back.Yes i was very tired and happy that i will get sleep but opps! Reiki Practice!! My guru Romita asked me to practice Reiki before sleep and give her buzz so that she can connect with me...
well i decided not to give her buzz coz as it was quite late...but i was determined
to do reiki practice.I was very tired but dint want to break the link so sat down closed my eyes and begin to get loose with the power...
as always my head stated going rightwards/leftwards/downwards.i was tired and thinking how am i going to complete reiki steps....
then hand clasped and came into receiving energy position..i learned another receiving energy postion..then my hand started to take steps..as i was in first step..my hands stoped for few seconds ..then it came downwards... it gave me namaste position/closing position/ relaxing yoga position .....i opened my eyes...............

I was amazed..was wondering how i m going to do to perform all the step..and then
the power magnificently terminated the steps...
ending is always amazing experience ..i feel guided.... and heard too....
It shows mind actually connects with even slightest of thoughts.
I feel peaceful and concentrated coz yesterday also i practiced when TV was quite loud & ppl around .. but it hardly matters... It is incredible to believe that i can do Reiki in such surrounding....

It guides......

After coming from office I really don't get enthusiasm to practice reiki, but i wanted to break my habit of laziness so i gathered my self sat in dhyan position (Yoga) . my head started moving left & right and again i began to go downwards ….

i broke it and i began doing Reiki steps but again i began to move right & left …
i literately came into sleeping position....i felt my body was moving by itself...i did it for 5mins and terminated it....

then i went to living room. TV was running loud and i just sat at sofa bored ...
i simply closed my eyes and again I felt bending towards right
i thought of just following it as i was already bored ...

i was feeling pain below my ribs so i asked myself heal my pain..i felt my hands started going towards my ribs… the best thigh about this is that hands adjust itself.. its really amazing...

i found my hands moving at relaxing position and again my head began to turn right & left... i found both hands coming together exactly the position i saw in reiki book...
then i began performing all the reiki steps ..it was amazing ..Flawless movement.... the movement was quite power pact... some where inside i told myself when to stop .....
then my hands again came to receiving energy position, then closing position and namaste position …& I opened my eyes

it was incredible experience...i am amazed to recollect the way it guided me the way it stopped ... and above all there wasn't any disturbance as TV was on my friends were there ...etc. .i could listen tv but it was amazingly peaceful inside .. it feels somebody is guiding me and i am witnessing it from inside....Honestly speaking i get scared sometimes… the way i feel my body movements...
Strangely i feel quite aware as well.....

it feels if i let my self completely go when my body begins to move i might not be able to control it.... because many a times i felt the movements begin to go faster and faster.....


my guru & family both supported me to go ahead.

Thank you God i know you are there with me....

Hidden effects :Reiki

It has been barely 3 days since i started practicing Reiki but i can feel change some where.. i am not able to mark that this has changed or that has changed but i can feel slight difference within...

Reiki

Just for today, do not worry.
Just for today, do not anger.
Honor your parents, teachers, and elders.
Earn your living honestly.
Show gratitude to everything.

Dr. Mikao Usui

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