Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I spoiled it all...

My attempt to get tired to get sound sleep is absolutely spoiling my Reiki practice schedule.Yesterday as well after doing what not ,cooking etc i sat around 11pm. as soon as i close my eyes my devil brain starts questioning,speculating whats new it is going to teach me. Almost all the time i end up predicting steps & helping nothing but hampering the energy flow :-(
The reason behind me keeping circumspect all the time & try to dominate at times against energy because deep down i fear what if i let go completely will i be able to return back to normal controlled sense.

Please God guide me through & Bless all......